I have been in counseling since December about a year after my divorce from Tony....then about 3 weeks after he died this last June, my counselor told me I needed to do something with my life, I needed to move on...
I was frustrated, and angry and as a parting comment I said, "I can't, I died a year and a half ago when we divorced!"
That comment has haunted me ever since.....I can't die!! Even though I was physically here, emotionally, spiritually, and mentally I was dying... and my daughter needed me!!
This is one of the reasons for starting the blog... I DO need to do something with my life. I Need to Dance!!!!
Friday, August 22, 2008
I Need To Dance!!!
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Labels: counseling, death, life, reflection, Sagedancer
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Spinning in the Sunshine
When was the last time you put your arms out and reached out as far as you could, tilted your head back, and just spun around in circles! Fast or slow, just let yourself go. It is a wonderful way to feel total joy and just as wonderful way to cast your troubles to the wind. Today was a reflective day. I heard the song by Josh Turner, "If Love Gives Me Another Try". At that precise moment, the only two clouds in the sky came together to form a heart. I still miss my sweetheart, but I am greatful for moments like these to remind me how special life really is.
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Labels: Grattitude, reflection, Sagedancer, spinning, sweetheart
Sunday, August 17, 2008
No dancing today
Turning the music down...way down. I have a migraine today. Even the cats know I am not feeling my best. At nap time, MissJ was napping and both cats were asleep on my chest. Just over one week until school starts. I put in a request to keep MissJ at the school she was at last year, since it has a smaller campus and the staff already know her. I did get to talk to the principal in person, so hopefully that will help. I received a beautiful Dream catcher today as a gift. It is such a blessing to have wonderful friends.
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Labels: cats, dream catcher, friends, migraine, MissJ, Sagedancer, school
Thursday, August 14, 2008
A new journey
Blogging, huh? Well turn up the music and let's see if we can get this party started! This probably should be a slow dance at first until I get into the groove of things. I think MissJ will most likely get the hang of things before I will. Come join us and let's have some fun. Don't worry about stepping on toes here. I walk on the bottom, you might as well walk on the top!!
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Labels: Sagedancer, welcome